"Dark"

I lie on the floor, nothing but a shade
A pathetic imitation of my former self
Clutching at my breast, feeling for the beat of a heart
But none is there I gave it to you long ago.
This body is no more than a tortured shell
A heart shaped hollow in the center
Cold and unfeeling now… giving until there was simply nothing left
I sit alone, the darkness is blinding
There is nothing more to do
I hold the blade
Metallic and cold… cold, u were always so cold
The blade cuts deep
I wait there for my final breath
Do not worry I shall not die this night
I have died long ago
My spirit was crushed by the weight of the word no